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remember black people my parents sacrifice my self for your gain at lest say thanks when you see me i have so much illness and trauma  for setting you free when you see me don't try and manipulate me for your gain for you to get money or woman or a man stop using me pay me im done now its about me now   

this is a response  ive got from friends

if you wanna no if your friends are really your friends set boundaries a fake friends love you when you say yes to everything say no thats when you will see the real them  

the second version 
the beginning 

ive been taking medication since i was 15 what i felt lead to my break down was stress and lies of the ...fame we all no what's going on kids the best thing i done was working on my self mentally physically and understand the  goood  and bad energy in people who means well and who dont my aim is to inspire a young me that's going through the same thing never give up  

my therapist 

This letter is from, my therapist I took therapy to ask for help in my acton cos im doing things in my life which im getting the same result with friends and family and relationships so I ask for advice and I have a lot of trauma I need to talk about from my upbringing I asked my therapist if he found out about he's life was a lie the fame that was hidden from him everyone that was around only loved him cos of his fame guess what my gp said he said im grateful for your personality because just 5 percent of your life people are murdering people so much is going on in the world im happy that you release your pain  through art and you dont hurt anyone  

these 2 pic  is 2 years after when i came out of a mental home when I was 15 for saying the truth about my fame and people bulling me so my mum was on drugs she was taking crack though out her life for 2 year she was taking money of me to get crack but I didn't no she was using it for that but she was manipulating me  i never had anyone to gide me in life my dad was gone aged 1 my mum kicked me out age 16 so i was sleeping  with friends and the government put me in a hotel i was playing for semi pro team called ilford FC  i got them promoted while all this is going on i was going collage doing music  but  i had to quit cos all stress and this was going on i had a girlfriend but she didnt no i was homeless and my mum was on crack ive had 6 or 5 girlfriends my mum was on and off  crack the hole time when I was 5 years old my mum got kicked out her flat we were homeless we were squatting in some abandon buildings so there lots of times ive been homeless kids i tell you this to never quit there light at the end of the tunnel 

I look in the mirror I no my worth but people make me not believe in my self every were I go they tell me im not smart im sorry god I tried to help my family and friends and loyal in my relationships but they were killing me am I a bad person I really wanna no what you think of me but I wanna just say thanks gods for my up and downs but when im going through it I hate you 

Comments (6)

Guest
Jan 29, 2024

Well done Jamie, really inspirational. Keep it up bro.

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Guest
Dec 08, 2023

Think you are truly wonderful. Thank you for sharing as it helps big time.

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Guest
Dec 04, 2023

Well done Jimmy👏🏽

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Dec 04, 2023
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thanks much love keep going

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Guest
Dec 04, 2023

Really brave and open to speak about the battles you're having to deal with

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Dec 04, 2023
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one love bro



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